Saturday, June 19, 2010

Fathers day...

It's been 19 weeks...19 life changing weeks. I have gone through more in these weeks than I ever thought I'd go through. But I have grown alot and I've amazed myself with my strength. I usually try to post positive and upbeat things because in all honesty I feel so peaceful. But there are nights like tonight, where I'm alone on a saturday night before fathers day, and it makes me miss him. So I guess what I want to say is Happy Fathers Day Chris!

3 comments:

Melissa Black Polteno said...

Ellz, you are amazing! Chris misses you guys too!!!! I bet more than anything he wishes he could be with you again as well. Remember you are loved and any of those sad days where you just miss him, you can call any of your friends and we are here for you. Love you!!!!

Jinksfam said...

You are an amazing STRONG beautiful woman! I am amazed at all that you do! I am so happy that I am able to be your friend! If you EVER need anything please don't hesitate to call me. I am always here for you!

Shana Smith said...

No one blames you Ellie for having sad, down days. You are allowed! Heck, I even have those for you sometimes (really I do). You are INCREDIBLE, and you have the most beautiful little boy! Call me anytime, even if you just need to vent and/or cry, I will join you.. Love you