okay...so here are the very few pictures I have from this fall and winter so far. The first two are from Halloween. Colin wanted to be "little bear" which is his favorite show in Noggin'. I thought that would be adorable and I searched high and low for a cute bear costume in his age and FYI they do not exist. So much to his slight disappointment he had to be Thomas the Train. I went to my party as an 80's rocker chick...or something. 
I just barely got back from Long Beach for a hair show. The girls from my salon go every year and I got a chance to go this year. It is a girls dream come true to be in a huge room with all the best of the best makeup, hair products etc for a real good deal. I also have actually moved to another salon after the owner decided to raise our rent. Luckily we found a place that had room for the 7 of us that wanted to stick together. So now I'm at Blush Hair Studio and Spa right in the heart of sugarhouse. 
So here are the few I have of christmas. This Christmas was bitter sweet for us. It was our first Christmas without Chris and it was harder than I thought it would be. But we were all together and it made it alot easier. And there were LOTS of presents everywhere we went. Yesterday we celebrated the one year anniversary of Chris' passing. We call it "chris' day". I have been dreading that day for probably 11months. It stressed me out just thinking about facing the reality. But it was actually a very nice day. Close friends and family met at the grave and we talked about some fun memories and sang I am a Child of God. After, Colin and I went to the Hales and watched the Superbowl. Chris wasn't a big sports fan...but he would watch the game. So we got ALL of his favorite junk food to eat. Sausage and Pepperoni pizza from Litza's, garlic bread and ranch, cookies and cream ice cream, and even Mt. Dew and Dr. Pepper! At the end of the night we watched the photo montage the Jacki and Austin put together last year for the funeral. It was the perfect way to end the night. I can't believe hes been gone for a year, I can barely comprehend that hes gone at all. But Chris' mom put it best last night when she said she wished we had years more of pictures to look at, but if he had to go then we are grateful we are through with the first year. I am so grateful for this last year. I really do think it has been one of the best years of my life, which i realize sounds weird, but I have learned so much. I am really proud of Colin and myself and all of the Hales family in how well we have dealt with everything. I am determined to look at the bright side of life and not wallow in self pity. So on to another year...which will be even better than the last!
